I don't understand why that I'm so stupid last time.
Thinking back about what happened makes me feel like killing myself.
Can't believe that I've ever told you "Yes, lets start again".
I felt so damn regret for saying that to you.
How stupid am I?
Now the only thing I can do is just don't care about it.
It makes me feel sad whenever I think about the past.
And whenever I see you or anything I'll just say something that is not good.
Something like cursing you.
I don't know why but I will say it out automatically for no reason.
BUT, until today I didn't regret for what I did that day.
I seriously made the correct decision and I'm happy about it.
We both went separate ways and I have no idea why it became more and more worse.
We're not even talking to each other la.
But I can't do anything.
Now you have your own things to do and I have mine too.
And and I don't know what to say ady cause I'm seriously .. speechless.

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