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title: Speechless.
date: Friday, May 21, 2010
time:10:01 PM
Short post for this one. Dont really know what to write. HAHAHA

Finally I know how you think of me. Its like wth. You said I changed? Oh please. Look who's talking now. If you're not the one who's snatching other people's duty or simply spreading lies, will it make me so down in the beginning of the year? You even make me cried out in front of so many people. I bet you dont know about this either, right? And will I have the dont-care-feeling towards everything after THAT happened? Even my own friends also dont believe what I said when you told them lies, which they dont even know what's really happening. Ugh. I'm happy that I didnt regret for hating you cause I've made the correct decision. She doesnt even like you and I got a shock when I knew about that. Totally awesome man. HAHAHA!


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title: Nonsense.
date: Thursday, May 13, 2010
time:12:35 AM
Wtf is wrong with you now? Dont think I dont know what you wrote. No use deleting your post cause there's already two person who told me what happened. You write until like that, dont you think its too over? And after you posted that post, the next morning during recess you said you regretted for writing that and cried. I thought someone said she wont cry cause of me ady de? Then what were you doing just now? Ugh. Yes la yes la. I know I'm bad for EVERYTHING and you didnt do ANY wrong mistakes. She asked me whether I still will talk to you bla bla bla. I said of course I will. But then its kinda hard for me to do that after knowing what you wrote ady.

You said you bu she de. Then why on earth did you wrote so many bad things about me at first? Explain that! And yeah, my friend's correct. If you wanna be my sister then I'll treat you real good. But if you make me angry or sad, then you're gonna get it from me or other people. Wth la. Somemore ask me those weird questions. Now you know the reason why I dont wanna answer you ady? Or you still sha sha de dont know? Ah, who cares right? No chance to call me that anymore cause.... You should know what I'm gonna say next.
 
I know what your friends said when walking pass my friend. "You're very good le!" She asked why and they just repeated the same thing. Haiya. Wanna say then straight away say it in front of me la. Its not like I dont know what you guys mean. Or they dont dare to say out when I'm there? Chicken.

You said she brainwashed you and everything. Scolded you that last time you're super sha and stupid if I'm not wrong. And who the hell said that accepting me is her worse nightmare huh? Wtf. If its a nightmare for you then why you still ask me again? Plus, if you keep hurting yourself like that, you think I will stop everything and answer what you've asked me? Oh please. I'm not THAT stupid ok.

And to you. STFU la! You so busybody for what? Dont think that you told juniors about our things then we wont know lo. If we're so bad, then why did you asked us when we're in form one?! Walao eh. Qian da de people jiu shi jiang de lo. Babi.


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title: Dont understand.
date: Sunday, May 9, 2010
time:3:17 PM

Yes la yes la. Say anything you want. Like I care. You're the one who started it first what. Then what do you want me to do now? I'm so not gonna give in anymore man. Its like almost everytime I'm the one who's giving in. Wth. Like that very fun meh? Since the day when you guys are ok ady then you didnt bother about me. Didnt realize huh? Even some of my friends also realize can. Then the other day. You should know what happened and why. Wtf. You know how I feel first or not? Make me showed the middle finger only. Ugh.


Ah, so what? Not that you're the only one who can do that also what. I wanna do the same thing but I'm not so sha. Not so stupid to hurt myself. I still need to live and have a happy life de ok! Do whatever you want la. Like that's gonna stop me from everything.


Dont think that I dont know what you wrote. My chinese is not THAT poor. Professional help me to translate de ok! Heh.


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title: 11th!
date: Monday, May 3, 2010
time:6:39 PM
Happy eleven months!
Thanks for everything that you've done for me.
Everything's appreciated!
I love you and I'm gonna miss you tons!
And yeah, will still try about the 'no guarantee' part. :D


p/s : Happy birthday to Sophia Loh. Stay hyper always and jia you! HAHAHA



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title: Great! :D
date: Sunday, May 2, 2010
time:12:08 AM

I dont know what happened but I somehow brainwashed myself without doing anything. Wow, that's weird. But then I'm glad that I did that. You're no longer in my list, ANYMORE. Super duper happy and proud. HAHAHA. There's a lot of people more to continue caring about but you're NOT the one since long time ago. Just that I suddenly think what you've said before only. So it's different plus I'm kinda thinking too much. So yeah. I'm free~~~ HAHAHA!


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title: Ugh.
date: Saturday, May 1, 2010
time:7:29 PM
I'm sorry!
I'm not perfect for you.
I'm super lousy.
I just cant stop thinking about it.
Can someone please kill me now?
Dont feel like living anymore. :(


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time:4:39 PM
FML.

Should I? I dont know.


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title: Emo season is back!
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time:4:14 PM
Dont know why am I feeling so down this few days. Someone just told me something very stupid. Ahhh wth. I cant believe that I still mind. Its been so long ady but I just dont know why. Maybe its because you promised me before that's why I'm feeling like this? Bother la. Will force myself to forget about it and I'm not gonna care anymore. But when I see you then I'll start thinking nonsense. Ish. Why cant I just delete you from my brain? You're not really worth to be remembered la. Sigh.


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