There's a misunderstanding between us. But I'm glad everything's okay and over now. It'll seriously be the last time that we will quarrel over such thing. Cause yeah, its not worth it right from the start. I admit I was stupid enough to hurt you and make you sad. But the things that I've told you this morning, I'm really trying my very best. And I promise that I wont make you cry a single tear again. If I do, err I dont know what I wanna say. Just do whatever you want to me cause I dont mind. HAHAHAHA. Btw, I'm sorry, ILYAIMYAL! :D

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I really dont wanna suffer like this. I know what you're thinking right now cause I bet I'm thinking the same thing as you too. I cant wait anymore. I seriously cant. Still in the progress of considering whether to tell you first or not. I know its super obvious about what I'm talking about. But ah, who cares. Its not like I didnt make it happen before. So, yeah. I'm still gonna continue thinking. But if you wanna tell me first, go ahead cause I dont mind. And I'll accept everything that you're gonna tell me. There's a lot more to say but I cant say it here.

Last but not least, emokid♥ and ahdear♥, I love you both and I wanna die now. HAHAHAHA

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Wth do you want now? Why must you blame everything on us when its your fault? You're the one who started everything and now putting all your anger on someone who is innocent. She didnt even do anything to you la. Who's the one who suggested to go to school on monday for U-15 netball training and end up not being there? Who's the one who always keeps secrets from everybody and only tells one or two person? And most importantly who's the one who always simply say things here and there? It's you! No other people. You told her you've tahan us since long ago. Wth, you think we didnt tahan you before ar? Like that's true. And you said something about we not bothering you. Ya right man. Everytime we ask you questions then you will simply simply answer us only. You think we will understand when you said netball line? Wth is that? Its netball court la babi. No one says netball line. You said so much things to her and even complained somemore. Didnt you realize the points that you've stated out, all of it was caused by you? Ahhh. Dont know what to say about you man. If we talk to each other face to face then make sure there's no tables, chairs or anything hard there. Or else it'll end up hitting your face! Will settle everything with you when we see you!



EmoKid, take care when you're at camp. Remember not to fall sick! Had an awesome time with you guys these few days. Super happy de. But then kena other people see dao something ady. Not once somemore. Damn paiseh la. HAHAHA :D

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What should I do now? Dont think about it or consider? Ahhh. It makes me feel like banging my head on the wall again. I dont even know why I started thinking about this nonsense at first. Maybe I seriously cant take it anymore? Or just feel like stopping everything that has hurt me? Sigh. I really dont know. I'm tired of the things that you've done to me. Not just once, but a lot of times. Its countless. And most of the times it'll be the same reason. Why cant you just tell me that you've told her? Not that I'll get angry and dont talk to you also. I just want you to tell me the truth! But guess what? You didnt.... And I already guess dao that you will tell her. Your partner mah. So close somemore. Confirm will tell her de. I'm really used to it till I dont even wanna bother anymore. No feelings. Didnt feel anything when I knew. I guess my feelings towards you had changed bah. I dont know why but I just cant take it anymore. Ugh. Hate this feeling to the core!

Dont ask me who and why cause I wont tell.

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Why cant you just tell me? Not that I wont listen to also what. And I know you told her everything. You dont have to act and continue lying to me anymore. I rather you tell me everything that you've told her. It hurts whenever you DONT tell me anything. But I didnt say anything which concerns about that matter to you. I will only tell someone who I always trust the most. She's my best partner ever. We always say the same thing like countless and that's what I love about her. She makes me happy! And same goes to the other "bestfriend" of mine. She's always beside me since err I dont know when. Since I started texting with her I guess. HAHAHA! Well, back to the main point. I still dont understand why it has to be like this. Oh for goodness sake. This is NOT the first time also lo. Damn bu shuang can. Feel so kek whenever I think about it. Ahhh. I dont know la. We cant turn back time so just let it be. I'm really not gonna bother so much anymore. Ugh.

Btw, wanna say thanks to best partner and "bestfriend" for everything. Really love you both a lot la! :D

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Netball's finally over and we're so happy about the results. First! HAHAHAHA. Dont know how to explain how we're feeling now man. Everybody was shouting like hell and hugging here and there when the whistle was blown. Happy dao! HAHAHA. Pictures will be uploaded into Facebook. Now all we have to do is rest for one day and exams here we come. Jia you to all netballers! Gonna try our best in exams on Tuesday. :D

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So what if its like this now? You think I give a damn about it? You know you hurt me a lot then good la. You're the one who kept talking about them non stop. What do you want me to do? Scold you? What the heck. After you knew that you've hurt me, you still continued and didnt even wanna bother to change yourself. I've had enough of everything from you. I seriously cant take it anymore. I will really be more happier if you're not disturbing me. And good luck to you. Cause I know that she'll really be better than you. Really. We're close friends only what. Why do you wanna be jealous for? Now you know how I felt ady la? Finally huh? I've been waiting for this day to come like so long. And finally it has happened. Happy dao dont know how to say ar. Heh.

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