Fridays. As usual we'll be going tuition. Boring boring boring tuition. HAHAHA. Before tuition went to watch Orphan with Yiharn, Ade and you guys should know who. LOL. Oh for goodness sake. That freaking Esther jumps out from nowhere everytime. Sitting beside Yiharn when watching a horror movie is well, damn fun! HAHAHA. I was laughing my ass off cause of her and not the movie. Those people behind us ate their popcorns like they never had it before. So damn loud. Can't even enjoy the movie. Head off to Pelangi and met Felicia there. She kept calling me when I was concentrating watching the movie. So obviously, I didn't pick up any of her calls. HAHA. Tuition teacher was as lame as usual. We don't laugh at what he says cause it not funny. But I don't understand why others do. Maybe just to cooperate with him? HAHAHA.



Till here then. :)

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I'm sorry for everything. I know that I'm suppose to tell you about it. I don't know how to but at least I'll try telling you next time k? I felt damn sad and guilty when I read what you wrote. My mind was totally blank that time. Didn't know how to respond you. But I just responded you like how I wanted to. Seriously a million times sorry! I know we promised each other to smile and be happy everyday but, sorry again cause I broke the promise. All I can say now is let bygones be bygones. I don't want anything to happen again. Sorry and forgive me, please? :(


ILY!

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Now, here's what you're supposed to do, and please do not spoil the fun Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends to answer this. Then see what happens.

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
: Yeah.

2. Smart?
: Yup.

3. Preferred age?
: Older.

4. Preferred height?
: Taller.

5. How about sense of humor?
: Of course.

6. How about piercings?
: Depends.

7. Accepts you for who you are?
: LOL. For sure yes.

8. Pink hair?
: No way man. I hate pink. HAHA

9. Mushy or no?
: Err. Not sure.

10. Thin or fat?
: Half half.

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
: Tanned skin.

12. Long hair or short hair?
: HAHAHAHA short

13. Plastic or metal? * cute or pretty ?
: Wth?

14. Smells good?
: Goodness. Of course.

15. Smoker?
: Noooooooo

16. Drinker?
: Nope

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
: Yeah

18. Muscular?
: Maybe? HAHA

19. Plays piano?
: Can la can la.

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
: Not sure.

21. Plays violin?
: Maybe?

22. Sings very good?
: Yeah

23. Vain?
: HAHAHA

24. With glasses?
: Depends.

25. With braces?
: Wadde. HAHAHA

26. Shy type?
: Nope.

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
: LOL good.

28. Active or passive?
: Active.

29. Tight or bomb? * hot or sexy ?
: Wth.

30. Singer or dancer?
: Both.

31. Stunner?
: Don't know.

32. Hiphop?
: Maybe?

33. Earings?
: Depends.

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
: No.

35. Dimples?
: Yup.

36. Bookworm?
: HAHAHA no.

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
: Nope.

38. Playful?
: HAHAHA a bit.

39. Flirt?
: NOOO

40. Poem writer?
: No no no.

41. Serious?
: Sometimes.

42. Campus crush?
: Don't know.

43. Painter?
: No.

44. Religious?
: Depends.

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
: No.

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
: Not sure. HAHA

47. Speaks 20 languages?
: Of course. LOL

48. Loyal or faithful?
: Both. HAHAHA

49. good kisser?
: Wth. HAHA

50. emotional or cool?
: Cool of course.

I tag:
20 imaginary friends of mine. HAHAHA

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Sometimes "HAHA" in text messages doesn't mean that you're really feeling happy or laughing. Sometimes it is just a forcing kind of way to show that person you're feeling okay. Can't you feel that these few days I'm kinda cold towards you? If you seriously don't then I'm not gonna say anything ady. I'll just let you find out by your own then. Sigh. How sad and pissed can I be if I continue like this? Not just to you. Even to others sometimes my laughing is fake. Oh God. What should I do next? Don't say anything and continue being sad and pissed? Maybe I really should. Heh. I don't care. :(

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Woohoo! Watching Channel 5 now. Scariest place on earth. Damn nice can. Six college students walking here and there in the dark with only torchlights and the ghost censor thingy. HAHAHA

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Changed my blogskin cause I got nothing better to do. HAHA

Had blood donation duty in Danga City Mall just now. Most Convent people were doing registration. Again. HAHA. Well, quite fun la. Doing the same old thing like we did last duty. Luckily that stupid singaporean guy didnt come. Or else I wont help him with anything ady. I'll just walk off. HAHA. Talked to Xuan Nii and Swee Ann. Ahhh! Kek dao! You all should know why hor? But then I shall try not to bother about it ady. And you all still must help me with it. I don't care! But I know you all sure will de la. You all so good. *coughs!* HAHAHA. Btw, thanks again. :)

I forgot what I wanna blog about ady. So I shall stop here. LOL

Oh and Happy Birthday to Amerlyn and Hui Yin!

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1 . What have you been doing recently?
-Studying, texting, being pissed. LOL

2. Do you ever turn your handphone off?
-Yeah.

3. What happened at 10am today?
-In my uncle's house watching tv? HAHA

4 . When did you last cry?
-Err. Not long ago. Forgot when.

5 . Believe in Fate/Destiny?
-I think so.

6 . What do you want in life now?
-No idea.

7 . Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
-Neither.

8. What's your favourite thing to do on bed ?
-Smacking Sinsesu! Haha. Just kidding.

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
-Shorts

10 . What are the nicest things in your inbox?
-Messages.

11 . Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
-Nope

12 . Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
-No

13 . What was the last movie you caught?
-G.I. Joe.

14 . What are you proud of ?
-Don't know.

15 . What does the oldest text msg in your inbox says and who is it from?
-Not gonna say. HAHAHA

16 . What was the last song you sang out loud?
-I don't.

17 . Do you have any nicknames?
-Yup.

18 . What does the newest text msg says and who is it from?
-Private & Confidential!

19 . What time did you go to sleep last night?
-About twelve? LOL

20 . Are you currently happy?
-Err. Not really.

21 . Who gives you the best advice?
-Depends.

22 . Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can ?
-Of course I do! HAHAHA

23 . Who do you talked to on phone last night?
-My mum. Kena scolding somemore. Haha.

24 . Is something bugging you right now?
-Yeah.

25 . Who is the last person to make you laugh?
-Ade, Yiharn and Nat. Cause we went out.

26.Do you like yourself?
-Don't know.

27.Do you think you are stupid sometimes?
-Almost everytime? LOL

28.Who is your best friend?
-Those two monkeys! HAHAHA

29.What will you do if you like that boy?
-Don't know

30.Who are your favourite stars?
-Not sure.

31.You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?
-Yes.

32.Do you had even stead before?
-No.

33.what type of boy do you like?
-Don't know. Haha.

34.Now are you single/attached?
-Single!

10 people I tag:
Anyone. :)

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Ish stupid dumbo things happening AGAIN! This is not the first time. It happened lots of times ady. And I don't like what's going on now. It makes me wanna shout out loud and tell you everything. But, its a hard task for me to do that. So I shall shut up and don't say anything. Cause I don't know how to open my mouth and tell you what you've done. Even by texting, its also kinda hard for me. I seriously need help from others. I don't think you know who you are. But I'm gonna write out some points of you. Some of you should know who and why. Heh. LOL

• If I tell you that I'm sad or anything, at least I know you will comfort me la. After few minutes then you will straight away skip that topic and talk about yourself. So I will not say anything and just talk about the things that you're talking about. Something like cooperating with you.
  
• Sometimes you ask me to do this and that. And if I don't agree with you, you will say "Nevermind la. Just do". So I'll say "Ok then". After that when I've finish doing what you've told me to, you will say "Why you wanna do this? Told you its not a good idea ady lo". Oh God. How pissed would I be when you told me that? And please, I'm not your slave.
  
• Once when I told you about my results and about what teacher said to me, you didn't even mention about it or say anything to cheer me up and you straight changed the topic then talked about yourself. Again! That makes me even more piss can.
• Whenever we plan something that is very interesting for some reason, you will straight away say "Cannot la". And start telling us about yours. Then we will say "Fine. We will follow yours then". After a few days when we almost finish our so-called-plan, you will change your mind again and say another plan. Which is the EXACT same thing we had planned for like few days ago. Mygod. That seriously happened a lot of times.
  
• You keep talking bad things about one person. But that person doesn't even talk bad about you. She didn't even bother to start talking cause she know something bad will happen. But what about you? You know when you start talking about her, it makes her feel so err I don't know how to say. Just feel so sorry for her.
  

See, there's a lot of it right? There's even more but I don't think I wanna continue writing. It makes me feel like banging my head on the wall. Or I can just smash my hand on the concrete like I do everytime when I'm angry. HAHA!

And yeah. I seriously agree. I don't like what's happening nowadays. Almost everybody has the i'm-so-fan-and-sad-look. Come on people! Change back and be as happy as you can like last time! :)

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Yes yes yes! Finally trials over ady. Can relax a bit but not too much also. Still got UF2 and PMR. :(
Stupid teacher gave us Sejarah exercise book to do during holidays. But hah! I got the exact same book at home also. Hahaha.

Mygod. Just now damn embarrassing can. After our last paper which is maths paper one, teacher forced all of us to sing songs. If we don't then we cant go out and must stay in the hall. Ish those teachers. Times up ady still don't let us go. Err we sang merdeka songs. HAHA. Everyone kept complaining but not the malay girls. They were so semangat until they shout but not just sing. But what the heck. Luckily teacher let us go after that or else we will die inside there cause of those songs. LOL. I'm gonna die for every subject. Even English. Teacher told me if I get a B for my english, she will kill me. And I think I'm gonna get the killing from her ady. So, I think I'm prepared for it. HAHA.

Can't think of anything to blog about now. And having PBSM duty on Sunday. Can't wait for it! HAHA!

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Once someone said :


"Godsis only what. I'm close with XXX also got problem?"




THIS SENTENCE VERY FAMILIAR RIGHT?!?!

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Don't you think what you're doing now is kinda over? I didnt even say anything cause I don't wanna make things go even more worse. If I start, I know what's gonna happen the next second. So I might as well just shut up and don't say anything. You yourself knows that you're in the wrong now and you're not gonna do anything about it? You're the one who didnt cherish everything when you had it all last time. That serves you right. And now you're doing it AGAIN? Seriously don't understand what you're thinking right now. I'm not the only one who's thinking this way. Even my friends think the same way as me too. Do you think the person who I'm writing about now will feel better if you continue doing what you're doing? You will make things even more worse k? Why do you always wanna be the person who's creating all those problems? Everytime! Didnt notice eh? Know why? Cause you didnt even bother about how that person feels. That's why. What if its the other way round now? I think you will lock yourself in the room sit down there and cry everyday. Dont believe then you should try for once and see what will happen. This thing happened a lot of times but not even one person went and stop you. If anyone did, a war is gonna start between you and the person I'm talking about now. Well, if you dare to fight or argue with that person. The person I'm talking about now is seriously.. SAD! Everytime if she doesn't wanna see what's happening between the two of you, it will suddenly appear right in front of her. And you should know how that makes her feel. You might see her being happy everyday but, deep inside is just pain-ness about what she had seen. And seriously, she doesn't understand why must it be her and not anyone else. :(


And you're damn fake!

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I'm not suppose to go online till after PMR. But bother la. Got nothing to do so started finding some skins for my blog. Not even one single nice one so didnt plan to change it. HAHA

16 more days to trials! Good luck to the Form threes. And try your very best for the examinations. :)

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