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title: Your over-ness kills me.
date: Saturday, August 22, 2009
time:8:55 PM


Ish stupid dumbo things happening AGAIN! This is not the first time. It happened lots of times ady. And I don't like what's going on now. It makes me wanna shout out loud and tell you everything. But, its a hard task for me to do that. So I shall shut up and don't say anything. Cause I don't know how to open my mouth and tell you what you've done. Even by texting, its also kinda hard for me. I seriously need help from others. I don't think you know who you are. But I'm gonna write out some points of you. Some of you should know who and why. Heh. LOL

  • If I tell you that I'm sad or anything, at least I know you will comfort me la. After few minutes then you will straight away skip that topic and talk about yourself. So I will not say anything and just talk about the things that you're talking about. Something like cooperating with you.
  • Sometimes you ask me to do this and that. And if I don't agree with you, you will say "Nevermind la. Just do". So I'll say "Ok then". After that when I've finish doing what you've told me to, you will say "Why you wanna do this? Told you its not a good idea ady lo". Oh God. How pissed would I be when you told me that? And please, I'm not your slave.
  • Once when I told you about my results and about what teacher said to me, you didn't even mention about it or say anything to cheer me up and you straight changed the topic then talked about yourself. Again! That makes me even more piss can.
  • Whenever we plan something that is very interesting for some reason, you will straight away say "Cannot la". And start telling us about yours. Then we will say "Fine. We will follow yours then". After a few days when we almost finish our so-called-plan, you will change your mind again and say another plan. Which is the EXACT same thing we had planned for like few days ago. Mygod. That seriously happened a lot of times.
  • You keep talking bad things about one person. But that person doesn't even talk bad about you. She didn't even bother to start talking cause she know something bad will happen. But what about you? You know when you start talking about her, it makes her feel so err I don't know how to say. Just feel so sorry for her.


See, there's a lot of it right? There's even more but I don't think I wanna continue writing. It makes me feel like banging my head on the wall. Or I can just smash my hand on the concrete like I do everytime when I'm angry. HAHA!

And yeah. I seriously agree. I don't like what's happening nowadays. Almost everybody has the i'm-so-fan-and-sad-look. Come on people! Change back and be as happy as you can like last time! :)


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